February the 17th TwoZeroTwelve

I know I know. Irresponsible blogger and all...

LOL miss my blog? yes I do.

Since the day I personalized my blog, I've celebrated

- My birthday

- His birthday

- Halloween

- Baby Stefan's Birth

- Christmas

- New Year

- Chinese New Year

- Deepavali? o.O

- Stefan's One month Anniversary

- ........ What else?

I'm not gonna fill up the gaps. Such a hassle. I'm not reporting my life to anyone. ;-O

Just sharing, Just need a space to type and express stuffs that I cannot turn them into words.

Since September I've entered into Kaplan Singapore for a Diploma course. Get to know 2 lovely friends from China and Indonesia. Call me a cavegirl when I stupidly have no idea that Indonesian Chinese can actually speak fluent chinese. LOL Fion and Silvana ;) I'm glad I've met these two that helped me and suffer with me all the way through my course. Till now I've 2 courses left after I finished my exams this coming week. Hell yeah! Soon you'll have to congratulate me.

Actually studying is like what I've been doing for the pass 14 years?.... Hahaha! From 5 years old to 19 now. Yeap! 14 years. That's like almost 1/4 of my life already.... o.O wasted? or spent wisely on books, exams, teachers, lectures and stupid exams again.

I'm so glad my mum gave birth to me with such non-nerdy face :-D

Random self-shots to keep this post looks long.........

In case you're interested (which of course you will or else you won't be here or you're some stalker or something else...) this is my Baby Stefan :) Not mine literally but how cute can this baby be. Awww! Is 2 months plus now. Hope you grow up to be a healthy, diligent and clever Stefan boy.

Babies sleep and poo and pee and cry and sleep and poo and pee and cry and sleep and poo and pee and cry.

Yes annoying at times. But still cute :) Can't stand their dumb dumb looks and their damn cuteness just spread all the way and when you look at them you just wanna pinch them and squeeze them and hug them like teddy bear. They are so cuddly and warm and soft. Hahahaha! Using lots of and, and, and. My english fail!!! :X

Enjoying sweet-non-stop moments with Jeff. Hubby is always the best to me. :) What can I say? I must be someone kind hearted in my previous life, or else how can I meet such a guy with perfect actions and characteristics towards a girl like me. I'm grateful, Thank God I found him :)

Done with blabbering.

Off and Out.

♥ 不過如此

曾經我聽說 人不能十全十美 擁有美滿的愛情 就難好好得堅固友情

是這樣子的嗎?

。

沒有任何人爲了誰沒辦法生活下去
也沒有誰能讓誰要死要活。

或許我真的看破了 你們的醜樣 虛偽

我以為從此就幸福快樂 :$ 天真的想法

說真的我很佩服自己的傻腦袋 :)

我沒辦法再看任何人的臉色，吼

我明白愛我的人 真心的人 誰是真誰是假

依然留在身邊的你們 謝謝 :)

感謝創造我的你 給了我堅強和勇氣 讓我看透了卻開朗得面對。

♥ Missing in action

Real long time didn't update. Very inefficient I know x) but is really lazy to let my fingers dance on the keyboard. Oops! Lazy cat=Garfield.

Started college on early July, enjoying and made many good friends :) Kind souls huh! lol :D Fun and interesting gang.

My last class=Quiz for Administrative Management. My whole duration for this lesson is full of question marks(???). Couldn't understand the slightly concept of it. Reading notes can only understand bits and pieces. lol! Results not out yet, nervous and scared :3

Btw, the previous module I did (Business Communication), I passed with Distinction :D didn't expect this result, thought of only passing on the dot, brink of failure. -.- forgive me lack of confidence. I will work more on it. :-P

My Vietnamese friend, Linh a.k.a. my best friend in class :D

I'm so going to miss her when my next class in diploma would be different from hers :( I will miss the lunch session, shopping session, and many more... ♥

Malaysian friend :)

Heart of warmth to find a friend from the same country. lol! Just exaggerating, I'm only in Singapore.

Outfit picture on last Saturday 6th August.

Went Singapore with my two babes, Joey and Vven. Purpose is to collect something from Vven's college, Raffles Institute and visit NAFA with Joey. Successfully collected something from Raffles, walked all the way to NAFA and the office is not open :( not opened on Saturday.

A shot inside Raffles Institute Singapore :)

Such a vintage school :D

Weather is hot like hell that day. I can feel my hair burning under the sun. I can actually boil a hard-boiled-egg on my head.... Believe it or not?

MOS BURGER'S DRINK shot!

I didn't know I DID visit Mos Burger before :) with Benji Gaga. Yeap I still rmb he brought me there once a few years back. I missed it lots. Had sprite and teriyaki chicken burger. Pretty unlucky today cause my drink is invaded by black ants!!!! Believe it or not?(again). But since eating black ants is also a kind of medicine (i heard) so just let it be. Of course I did not drink anymore after I saw the ants happily swimming in my drink......

Self-shoot is a must after a long day of walking and chiong-ing custom, right? Pulled my hair to the side and clipped it. First time I feel so comfortable and agreeable to do this. FYI i got super high forehead and super round,big face, therefore having no fringe to cover my forehead is a big NO for me since small.

Well I guess its ok. I'm still able to face people :P

........................................

Jumped the following weekdays, cause I couldn't rmb.

Yup! Had a picture to recall back. Pictures stands for a thousand words right?

btw, something out of the topic,

If my lecturer wants me to write a 3,000 words essay, could I just paste 3 photos and quote "Picture stands for a thousand words"

I guess I'll just fail the whole subject -.-

Ok... weather is darn moody these days. HOT COLD HOT COLD HOT COLD HOT COLD

I think I'll die someday :( sad case lah, I think weather got female's menstruation problems?

Ohya, I dyed my hair super bright now. Yellowish/Orangy/but little Brown

Slightly brighter than the previous one.

Self-shoot taken at home before heading out with Vven.

Vven and Vivian at Jusco Tebrau City.

Lunch at Roost at Jalan Dhoby.

Dinner last night at Ksl. Omg I look so fugly cause of whole day outing. :(

That's all for this post :D lol

♥ Free time

Finally I blogged :D Finally I've got the time eh!

Finished my assignments due this Friday, hassle need to go all the way into Singapore just to hand up my assignment and back all the way to Jb. How I wish I can drive in and out :X but unfortunately I don't know the way! Public transports made me stupid. :'(

So bored. But I'm enjoying my rest day because packed events and classes are coming up! Rushing behind me, I couldn't run any faster!!!

Enjoy Enjoy Enjoy! Convince myself that this time should be treasured :D because I won't wanna waste any of my rest time complaining that I'm bored. Okay... let me find something to say........

Hmm...

Erhm...............

Nothing pops in my head. :'(

College life is interesting. Starting my 2nd module in 5 days starting from next week. Timetable not so packed dy. But same presentation, quiz, assignment. PRESENTATION QUIZ ASSIGNMENT!

♥ Share

I'm really nervous,very very nervous. College is starting and I'm still in play mode. Oopss! What to do? I'm already lazy for 4 months and now I have to go back study. Life without studies is boring~~~~

Came through Joanne Yeo's blog http://www.missjoanneyeo.blogspot.com/ . Love the way she expresses her feelings into words. How she describe her negativity that influences her life and how she manages to overcome it.

The secret of life = Law of Attraction. Hmm... Seems very difficult to understand? You'll know more after watching that video in her blog,understand better then.

I still remember how I let emotions take control of my mind most of the time. I often let my feelings take control too. If I feel unhappy,I'll make myself more unhappy. If I'm happy,then I'll laugh like nobody's business. So you get what I mean? I was very emooooOOoooOooooO last time :'(

:D BUT

since don't know when, I knew how to smile. I know how to control my anger,fear,sadness,agony.

shh... I still do sometimes release my anger to those that I love. 'Cause I know they'll understand me and help me to overcome that obstacle.

Thanks lot lot to my Babyboy :) who is always there and gonna tahan all my bad temper.

but still, WHO DOESN'T HAVE ANGER?!?!

right?you say,right??am I right??

Thinking.. Hmm.. No more extra free time to yamcha or even shopping with my babes often. :( gonna be so busy studying studying studying. I don't wanna lack behind. For those who are close to me should know that I strive to the top in studies :( I don't like to be left behind. I will be hardworking, so for those that are studying too, jiayou! ^^

Btw, I miss all my babes. Too bad can't catch up with all of you dy. But will still find time to meet you all up kay!

Planned my weekend full :) Babyboy is using all his time to accompany me. I love him and his cute and sometimes clumsy moments. Thank him lots for standing in the line buying movie tickets for Monte Carlo and Transformers :)

Monte Carlo tonight. I hope this show won't bored Babyboy.

Sizzling Stonegrill too. :) my tomyam ♥

Enjoying my free weekend :)

♥ 忐忑

Starbucks a day, keeps the doctor away :)

Sometimes really don't know what language to write here. English Chinese?

Ha!Chinese.

有了一架蘋果4真的無時無刻很想拍照 就是愛拍

然後又可以把照片立刻弄漂漂亮亮 :) 真是厲害發明呀

改天我看電話直接是invisible了 只有主人看得到 :D 科技發達喲

那天叫寶貝們陪我去Jusco其實是想買文具 .____________.

但是我卻忘了 :( 因為我忘記收拾家裡已經有了的文具 如果再買就真的很浪費

我不懂讀書要帶pen or pencil

要記筆記需要paper or notepad

還是直接用A4 paper or line paper

然後必須帶liquid paper or eraser

需要帶color pencil嗎?還是要red pen,blue pen,black pen,green pen?

接下來鉛筆盒要用什麽size?

穿什麽衣服走關卡 追巴士?

穿什麽鞋子才不會走到累?

雨傘要記得放在包包 然後要帶一瓶水

:D 我想很多。

現在馬來西亞的社會/政治很不好(corrupted) o.O

很像全部洗黑錢?貪污?

有好也有壞拉 /.\誰叫我們是satu malaysia?

好的時候 大家靜靜不會攻擊政府

壞的時候 哇有幾難聽就有幾難聽的話全部破口罵

但是可以怎樣 -.- 有本事就離開這個國家 不要一直抱怨吧 /.\

我多想離開 但是想歸想 我還是愛馬來西亞 :) 沒有地震沒有災難 值得慶倖

怎樣都好 我們都活在地球上 愛護地球 :D

一個人少污染地球 可以改變很多東西。

為明天加油 :D

♥

Finally the day is arriving. Countdown 7days :*) excited. Had an interesting weekend. Saw Anthony Neely, so adorable (╯3╰) He got those sexy double eyelids, beautiful features, and a fit body :-P Who doesn't go crazy over him right? Thanks Babyboy for bringing me there :) I know you don't like joining these kinda crowd, but for me you did it. I love you ♥

I love you even when you try to embarrass me or uglify me :D I'm still happy I have you. Even though sometimes you make me wanna cry,make me crazy,make me laugh and the next minute tears falling from my eyes,you're still the best. You give me what I want without thinking,you make me smile when I frown,also gives me the best protection 24hours. You know what I like,you know what I dislike,you coax me whenever I'm scared/unwell/mad/sad/etc.

I know sometimes I may be naughty,I may have been always making you angry, making you pissed off,but you forgive me every time. I love the way you are jealous,not smiling because I talked to the opposite sex. I love how you just stick to me even when the surrounding is full of people. You let everything down,even your reputation you could just throw it away.

Today you asked me whether if I prefer a sweet-till-death relationship or just simple living and simple sweetness. I choose the second,and that's your thinking too. You said that you'd rather remain simple because the sweeter we go, the more sadness we will face. Yes babyboy,I understand your meaning and I agree to it.

I don't know how long we will remain this sweet but I know it will be for quite some time :) I am facing a bigger world,a bigger society will many unfamiliar faces. I know there will be changes in my life,my time. But you'll always be my priority. I know you will understand my state and give me time to adjust all my schedule. I know you will love me even if I can't cope my new life. I know you will be guiding me by my side,hold me up when I fall.

I love you ♥