♥ 不過如此

曾經我聽說 人不能十全十美 擁有美滿的愛情 就難好好得堅固友情

是這樣子的嗎?

。

沒有任何人爲了誰沒辦法生活下去
也沒有誰能讓誰要死要活。

或許我真的看破了 你們的醜樣 虛偽

我以為從此就幸福快樂 :$ 天真的想法

說真的我很佩服自己的傻腦袋 :)

我沒辦法再看任何人的臉色，吼

我明白愛我的人 真心的人 誰是真誰是假

依然留在身邊的你們 謝謝 :)

感謝創造我的你 給了我堅強和勇氣 讓我看透了卻開朗得面對。

♥ Missing in action

Real long time didn't update. Very inefficient I know x) but is really lazy to let my fingers dance on the keyboard. Oops! Lazy cat=Garfield.

Started college on early July, enjoying and made many good friends :) Kind souls huh! lol :D Fun and interesting gang.

My last class=Quiz for Administrative Management. My whole duration for this lesson is full of question marks(???). Couldn't understand the slightly concept of it. Reading notes can only understand bits and pieces. lol! Results not out yet, nervous and scared :3

Btw, the previous module I did (Business Communication), I passed with Distinction :D didn't expect this result, thought of only passing on the dot, brink of failure. -.- forgive me lack of confidence. I will work more on it. :-P

My Vietnamese friend, Linh a.k.a. my best friend in class :D

I'm so going to miss her when my next class in diploma would be different from hers :( I will miss the lunch session, shopping session, and many more... ♥

Malaysian friend :)

Heart of warmth to find a friend from the same country. lol! Just exaggerating, I'm only in Singapore.

Outfit picture on last Saturday 6th August.

Went Singapore with my two babes, Joey and Vven. Purpose is to collect something from Vven's college, Raffles Institute and visit NAFA with Joey. Successfully collected something from Raffles, walked all the way to NAFA and the office is not open :( not opened on Saturday.

A shot inside Raffles Institute Singapore :)

Such a vintage school :D

Weather is hot like hell that day. I can feel my hair burning under the sun. I can actually boil a hard-boiled-egg on my head.... Believe it or not?

MOS BURGER'S DRINK shot!

I didn't know I DID visit Mos Burger before :) with Benji Gaga. Yeap I still rmb he brought me there once a few years back. I missed it lots. Had sprite and teriyaki chicken burger. Pretty unlucky today cause my drink is invaded by black ants!!!! Believe it or not?(again). But since eating black ants is also a kind of medicine (i heard) so just let it be. Of course I did not drink anymore after I saw the ants happily swimming in my drink......

Self-shoot is a must after a long day of walking and chiong-ing custom, right? Pulled my hair to the side and clipped it. First time I feel so comfortable and agreeable to do this. FYI i got super high forehead and super round,big face, therefore having no fringe to cover my forehead is a big NO for me since small.

Well I guess its ok. I'm still able to face people :P

........................................

Jumped the following weekdays, cause I couldn't rmb.

Yup! Had a picture to recall back. Pictures stands for a thousand words right?

btw, something out of the topic,

If my lecturer wants me to write a 3,000 words essay, could I just paste 3 photos and quote "Picture stands for a thousand words"

I guess I'll just fail the whole subject -.-

Ok... weather is darn moody these days. HOT COLD HOT COLD HOT COLD HOT COLD

I think I'll die someday :( sad case lah, I think weather got female's menstruation problems?

Ohya, I dyed my hair super bright now. Yellowish/Orangy/but little Brown

Slightly brighter than the previous one.

Self-shoot taken at home before heading out with Vven.

Vven and Vivian at Jusco Tebrau City.

Lunch at Roost at Jalan Dhoby.

Dinner last night at Ksl. Omg I look so fugly cause of whole day outing. :(

That's all for this post :D lol

♥ Free time

Finally I blogged :D Finally I've got the time eh!

Finished my assignments due this Friday, hassle need to go all the way into Singapore just to hand up my assignment and back all the way to Jb. How I wish I can drive in and out :X but unfortunately I don't know the way! Public transports made me stupid. :'(

So bored. But I'm enjoying my rest day because packed events and classes are coming up! Rushing behind me, I couldn't run any faster!!!

Enjoy Enjoy Enjoy! Convince myself that this time should be treasured :D because I won't wanna waste any of my rest time complaining that I'm bored. Okay... let me find something to say........

Hmm...

Erhm...............

Nothing pops in my head. :'(

College life is interesting. Starting my 2nd module in 5 days starting from next week. Timetable not so packed dy. But same presentation, quiz, assignment. PRESENTATION QUIZ ASSIGNMENT!

♥ Share

I'm really nervous,very very nervous. College is starting and I'm still in play mode. Oopss! What to do? I'm already lazy for 4 months and now I have to go back study. Life without studies is boring~~~~

Came through Joanne Yeo's blog http://www.missjoanneyeo.blogspot.com/ . Love the way she expresses her feelings into words. How she describe her negativity that influences her life and how she manages to overcome it.

The secret of life = Law of Attraction. Hmm... Seems very difficult to understand? You'll know more after watching that video in her blog,understand better then.

I still remember how I let emotions take control of my mind most of the time. I often let my feelings take control too. If I feel unhappy,I'll make myself more unhappy. If I'm happy,then I'll laugh like nobody's business. So you get what I mean? I was very emooooOOoooOooooO last time :'(

:D BUT

since don't know when, I knew how to smile. I know how to control my anger,fear,sadness,agony.

shh... I still do sometimes release my anger to those that I love. 'Cause I know they'll understand me and help me to overcome that obstacle.

Thanks lot lot to my Babyboy :) who is always there and gonna tahan all my bad temper.

but still, WHO DOESN'T HAVE ANGER?!?!

right?you say,right??am I right??

Thinking.. Hmm.. No more extra free time to yamcha or even shopping with my babes often. :( gonna be so busy studying studying studying. I don't wanna lack behind. For those who are close to me should know that I strive to the top in studies :( I don't like to be left behind. I will be hardworking, so for those that are studying too, jiayou! ^^

Btw, I miss all my babes. Too bad can't catch up with all of you dy. But will still find time to meet you all up kay!

Planned my weekend full :) Babyboy is using all his time to accompany me. I love him and his cute and sometimes clumsy moments. Thank him lots for standing in the line buying movie tickets for Monte Carlo and Transformers :)

Monte Carlo tonight. I hope this show won't bored Babyboy.

Sizzling Stonegrill too. :) my tomyam ♥

Enjoying my free weekend :)

♥ 忐忑

Starbucks a day, keeps the doctor away :)

Sometimes really don't know what language to write here. English Chinese?

Ha!Chinese.

有了一架蘋果4真的無時無刻很想拍照 就是愛拍

然後又可以把照片立刻弄漂漂亮亮 :) 真是厲害發明呀

改天我看電話直接是invisible了 只有主人看得到 :D 科技發達喲

那天叫寶貝們陪我去Jusco其實是想買文具 .____________.

但是我卻忘了 :( 因為我忘記收拾家裡已經有了的文具 如果再買就真的很浪費

我不懂讀書要帶pen or pencil

要記筆記需要paper or notepad

還是直接用A4 paper or line paper

然後必須帶liquid paper or eraser

需要帶color pencil嗎?還是要red pen,blue pen,black pen,green pen?

接下來鉛筆盒要用什麽size?

穿什麽衣服走關卡 追巴士?

穿什麽鞋子才不會走到累?

雨傘要記得放在包包 然後要帶一瓶水

:D 我想很多。

現在馬來西亞的社會/政治很不好(corrupted) o.O

很像全部洗黑錢?貪污?

有好也有壞拉 /.\誰叫我們是satu malaysia?

好的時候 大家靜靜不會攻擊政府

壞的時候 哇有幾難聽就有幾難聽的話全部破口罵

但是可以怎樣 -.- 有本事就離開這個國家 不要一直抱怨吧 /.\

我多想離開 但是想歸想 我還是愛馬來西亞 :) 沒有地震沒有災難 值得慶倖

怎樣都好 我們都活在地球上 愛護地球 :D

一個人少污染地球 可以改變很多東西。

為明天加油 :D

♥

Finally the day is arriving. Countdown 7days :*) excited. Had an interesting weekend. Saw Anthony Neely, so adorable (╯3╰) He got those sexy double eyelids, beautiful features, and a fit body :-P Who doesn't go crazy over him right? Thanks Babyboy for bringing me there :) I know you don't like joining these kinda crowd, but for me you did it. I love you ♥

I love you even when you try to embarrass me or uglify me :D I'm still happy I have you. Even though sometimes you make me wanna cry,make me crazy,make me laugh and the next minute tears falling from my eyes,you're still the best. You give me what I want without thinking,you make me smile when I frown,also gives me the best protection 24hours. You know what I like,you know what I dislike,you coax me whenever I'm scared/unwell/mad/sad/etc.

I know sometimes I may be naughty,I may have been always making you angry, making you pissed off,but you forgive me every time. I love the way you are jealous,not smiling because I talked to the opposite sex. I love how you just stick to me even when the surrounding is full of people. You let everything down,even your reputation you could just throw it away.

Today you asked me whether if I prefer a sweet-till-death relationship or just simple living and simple sweetness. I choose the second,and that's your thinking too. You said that you'd rather remain simple because the sweeter we go, the more sadness we will face. Yes babyboy,I understand your meaning and I agree to it.

I don't know how long we will remain this sweet but I know it will be for quite some time :) I am facing a bigger world,a bigger society will many unfamiliar faces. I know there will be changes in my life,my time. But you'll always be my priority. I know you will understand my state and give me time to adjust all my schedule. I know you will love me even if I can't cope my new life. I know you will be guiding me by my side,hold me up when I fall.

I love you ♥

♥ BB Cream

其實我真的花了好多錢 浪費了很多 :'(

我知道錯了/.\ 但是就是對它們愛不釋手

看著它們美美的包裝就不得不買下來

女生的錢太容易賺是不是?一下子100多塊就不見了

以下都是我自己用的心得和感想、

未必適合你的皮膚 :) 因人而異的。

我皮膚比較乾 而且會卡分 非常不耐妝

上了底妝不久 就會容易掉 不然就是卡在鼻子周圍。

不上妝其實皮膚非常憔悴 所以不得不放點活著的顏色

其實我也沒花很多 XD

這品是姐姐給我的 :)

Skin79的Absolute Total BB Cream Spf37PA+++

我本身用過一次就沒在碰過了/.\因為真的很油

用上去 不耐妝而且看得出很厚 油油的真的很不舒服

這是我的最愛 ♥

DR G Brightening Balm Spf30PA++

這是我生命中第二個購買的BB Cream

在SASA購買的 ;) 現在促銷 RM85.50

一開始我接觸這個BB Cream時 我覺得真的很厚

不喜歡看起來上了濃濃的 :( 非常不自然

但是後來發現用太多了 所以現在我只拿5mm多的分量

非常耐妝 也非常持久。

這是在Cosway買的BB Cream

非常便宜 但是不會傷害皮膚 畢竟Cosway不是路邊攤賣的 :)

Lilan Vital Magical Makeover Spf42PA+++

這個用上去也是蠻有油份的 但是不會厚 不會濃

而且這小罐很容易用完 價錢大概在30多左右。

這個是SASA freegift :-) 因為卡片被chop完了

Cybercolor Eco-BB Cream Spf45PA+++

我用過一次也不用了 :( 自己的皮膚搽上去 非常暗淡

不懂是不是我自己的問題 但是偶爾是會參參來用

價錢不肯定 :D

最後一次Skin79 Lovely Girl BB Cream

這個也很暗淡 :( 姐姐從台灣買回來給我

那時聽過是蔡依林代言 就想試試看 但是結果不是很好用 :(

也是油油 厚厚的。

介紹了這些BB Cream給你們參考

但是MM們記得BB Cream不是單單搽上去就好噢

需要配合對的 隔離霜 和 松粉

我自己覺得用BB Cream前用隔離霜、

用后用松粉 讓它定妝。

你們要瞭解好自己的皮膚哈^^

BB Cream最好少用 :D

太多BB Cream也不好 :(

有些都放著不用了 :(

照顧好皮膚 喝多多水噢 ^^

♥ DIY電話殼

可以說最近得空到沒話說 ;)

也可以說我愛護電話 疼它到不行 :D

爲了它我大老遠 拜託我家親愛的帶我去哥打

然後買了一大堆小叮咚回家 花了不少錢，

呵呵 女人的錢真容易賺 -.-

賣家是JBTalks的一位MM 在哥打有店面 :)

東西不錯 人也很好 想要購買的MM可以問我噢 ^^

大力推薦她賣的東西 :) 很多選擇。而且很可愛!

這些是我的材料 :)

還有很多是還沒從小袋子拿出來

大大的ribbon和kitty貓 很可愛對吧!!! :)

他們家的glue很好黏 包裝粉紅色 看了很有心情!!! :D

這是剛剛開始 把最大樣的ribbon和kitty貓都黏好

然後開始從frame用珍珠一粒一粒的黏上去

弄得眼睛快打鳥了 0___________0

最後的完成品、

因為手弄到glue 再弄到旁邊白色的電話殼 所以白色變黑了

就沒辦法 把旁邊都黏滿，也很好看 :)

外面給別人設計 需要100多塊、

自己買材料 不到50塊 :)

花一點時間DIY 會發現時間過很快 更充實了些 :))

DIY最棒!!!

我可愛的電話 :) 我會好好疼你的 XD

改造后的它 很甜的顏色 好想吃 :D

♥ 未來

我還記得我小時候的願望是當老師，

會拿多多沒用的雜誌 課本 用紅筆畫圖，

接著會拿起筆在白板上寫一些課題，

對著一堆坐在椅子上的洋娃娃 跟她們講課。

然後再記得大一點我喜歡在電腦打字，

總會得空到拿故事書重新打進電腦的Microsoft Word

然後最後刪除掉 連存也沒有。

再大點 完全沒願望 沒夢想，

那段時間 只記得玩玩玩 出門玩

課業就忽略了，還記得那時候把媽媽氣昏了。

到17歲終於下定決心讀酒店管理，

在不知不覺我畢業了 也無所事事了3個月，

時間飛得好快，就已經年中了。

我還記得去年跨年時 我怎麼過

我還記得去年9月生日 我在幹嘛

感覺就好像昨天的事情...

我也不知道我小學認識的小男孩

如今變成了成熟的男人 長鬍鬚了呀 :D

也不知道因為他的一片好心 讓我愛上他、

他的細心 他的體貼 他的關心 他的笨笨的樣子 :)

也沒想過我的下半生決定了穩定下來 :) 或許太早了

但我不想繼續玩了 ^^ 現在保持這樣的狀態剛剛好、

接下來就是努力讀書 讓自己有機會時 吸收多多知識。

不知不覺 18歲了、大家說18歲的姑娘一朵花

我還一粒番薯!

很平淡得過這一年 :) 明年我就要回答“我今年19歲了囖”

未來是未知數 :) 但我確定了你 比比。

The future lies ahead, we know it is unpredictable,

follow your heart and not your selfishness,

let it bring you to another level of success.

♥ 堅強

你有遇見過一個人 她既堅強 又 有活著的毅力

對於生命擁有一種很強的信念 帶著正面的想法 走下去?

你有碰過這一個人 當她告訴你她的故事 你會看見她啃著淚，

吞口水，再繼續講下去 臉上帶著微笑、

我碰到這樣的一個女孩。

很堅強 很獨立 雖然偶爾傻傻的

她是我遇過 很獨立的14歲女孩

真的很讓我這位18歲的佩服。

她家人爲了逃債 去了另一個地區住，

過後媽媽忍受不了爸爸愛賭的習慣 離婚了

但斷不了 因為孩子還小，表面上爸爸變了

但沒有、最後還是選擇回同樣的 賭路

接著她的爸爸在她小學時 因壓力而選擇跳樓自殺、

她家庭半破裂了、也因此她和媽媽搬回以前的地區住

但不久又因為媽媽患上了病 必須動手術。

這女孩依然堅持 堅強著

過程就不說了。唯一讓我們外人真的看見的是

一個14歲的女孩 從別地方坐了4個小時的巴士、

自己從巴士站坐德士回一個很久沒回的家、

掃地整理那間房子 自己睡了一晚、

隔天自己去學校 辦離校 拿證書 然後再自己坐4個小時的巴士回。

這些事 我沒辦法做

沒有朋友幫助 親人她也不敢麻煩 、

早餐沒吃 ，喊一聲也沒有

處處為別人想 真的是個捉摸不定的孩子。

很特別的14歲女孩 :) 你會成功的妹妹

♥

那天约和好久不见的小鸡琪琪一起出门

又去逛Beauty Credit了 女人的钱太好赚!!!

买了70多块、心虚整个。

最近皮肤改进中 :'( 脸上的粉 越来越薄

或是说BB霜已经是以前的一半

被小鸡影响了 “不化眉毛不出门!!”呵呵

每天出门 皮包破洞 可以讲是祸害!!

外面那些诱人的东西 真是祸害!!唉

学会了自然的睫毛 话说不久前才会放上睫毛、

以前都摆脱朋友 XD 这次自己放上去 自然 :) 很爱

其实眼线细细一条好漂亮 :)

剪了个小平头 我还是比较喜欢平头 :)

这个男人真是让我又爱又恨、

爱你总是那么保护我照顾我呵护我

恨你总是那么坏 弄我生气 不给我安全感!!

该不该骂 蛤!!! 坏蛋 ，但是还是选择爱你 ♥

答应我陪我长大 陪我经历一切的困难 因为你是我的勇敢。

爱需要配合 需要填补对方的缺点。

♥

Flooded people and cars on the way to Singapore yesterday. Stood in the Singapore custom for more than half an hour to just get a chop? Sweating sweating and sweating. Never in a good state the moment I reached college. Went into Singapore by 11am, reached Orchard at around 1pm. Btw,CW5 is very comfortable :)

Luckily I wore comfortable sneakers to walk around. Hate wearing uncomfortable heels walking in Singapore. Dilly Dally *_____*

My job entering Singapore is completed, hope for the best :( Prayformystudentpass,,,,,,

A perfect half is hard to find. My hand feels cold without you holding me, taking a breathe is hard too. Guess you know your importance to me. I love you always. I love it when you include me in your future plan, I love it when you have things prepared just for me, I love it when you give me sudden surprises even though I know that you're not good at it.

They say a woman in love is beautiful, I'd rather say I'm beautiful because I have you, Jeff babyboy.

♥

朋友也是很獨特的一件事，緣分把我們牽扯在一起，

然後再把我們的心連在一起 結合 變成了無所不談的好朋友好姐妹

我很珍惜你這位朋友 Joey Lee Jia Yi 。姐妹不是白當的 :) 我愛你貝貝

我曾經認為身邊的女性朋友 少之又少

但是其實身邊很多很好的朋友 :) 我愛你們 ♥

第一次覺得愛情友情親情其實能掌握得很好 。

生命就這一次 錯過了就沒了

生活已经闷到一个点!!真想快点开学，最好忙到忘记时间

我一直在改变自己 改变内在外在。:) 祝我成功。