I'm not a 24/7 happy and cheerful girl. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I get angry or maybe sometimes I am emotionless. But people always expect the best from me when I know I'm not able to achieve. I've tried my best, but the actions don't turn out the way it should be. Getting high expectations from others maybe is a confident to another, but it is a stress to me, a heavy burden I couldn't carry. I just can't figure out why people live their life in pressure. To achieve a few colored cash? Or to own big houses, big cars, carry branded bags?
I know without cash, without cards, even without knowledge, people can't survive in this realistic world. But why can't people just relax? I mean giving own self pressure is enough, why expect so much from others?
I am a girl with high expectations from my family, but I thank God they don't push me till the point of stress. I am lucky to be able to do things my own way. And being a free girl these few weeks after graduation, finally I received my transcript and cert. Gonna work towards the goal in my head. Work now, work fast :)
I will let you guys see what Vivian can do. I won't fall down easily by dumb people who is trying to trip me. Because I am Vivian :)
往往會思考 爲什麽身邊的人在離去
