Insomnia

It's 12:28am.

I'm awake, eyes wide open.

Accepting the fact that I have to attend school next morning, 8:30am.

From now on, I have 8 hours 2 minutes to sleep. And time is tik toking away.

Starting to realize that this is INSOMNIA.

This is not the first time these days, not sleeping good for the past few days.

I used to sleep till 10am during non-schooling days.

I used to lay in bed, lazing till noon.

I used to not hear phone calls when I'm sleeping.

Used to, used to, used to, used to = past, past, past, past.

After all these blabbering...

Still, I'm not friggin' asleep!!! Shit.

And not sleeping leads to bad skin. Arhhhhhhh!

Put a gun on my forehead and force me to sleep can?

I know why I'm having INSOMNIA.

Maybe because I'm growing old and less hours of sleep satisfies me?

Maybe because I'm not tired during the day?

Maybe because I'm too active during the day?

Maybe because my time is upside down now?

Maybe because there's too many stuffs in my mind? stress,burdens,etc...?

I used to be able to fall asleep in a few minutes. By lullaby too. But not now.

NOT ANYMORE :-(